I wish and I wish but I never get any of it.
I'm the girl whos never gotten lucky in anything she wants badly.
I'm the one people are always glad they aren't.
I seem to always have to appreciate what I have.
I'm sad, scared, worried, terrified.
I don't want to lose me.
For once, I'd like to know how it feels to be popular, beautiful, rich, loved, cherished and intelligent - basically everything I'm not. It seems that all I'm wanting is tiny compared to others and yet it isn't even close to being fulfilled.
I'll just look and admire from afar what I'll never get 'cos thats the closest I'll ever get.
Dreams are all that I have.
minx wrote at1:33 AM