The drama begins yet again. I hate it when you offer to help people and they take advantage of it. Its like ' berikan paha hendak kaki ' or is it the other way around? My bm is so rusted! Hee. I guess its human nature. No point holding it against them but heck it feels awful.
So I have to put my life on hold for you?
How fair is that?
But then again you are you and I have to do this. It feels awful seeing people who have the better end of the bargain while here I am doing what I'm doing. I know that everyone's initial reaction would be to shake sense into my oh-so thick numbskull about how there are others who are more deprived than I am. I mean if given a choice wouldn't any normal human being look at the more ' gifted '. Hee.
Thing is I know what I want to do and what I'm supposed to do. The hard part is following through. If only the brain would forget the ' dream ' and follow the to-do list. Ergh.
minx wrote at11:23 AM
