Sometimes some things happen to make you believe. Sometimes when you feel your belief system is falling apart something happens and you find yourself re-thinking things. Things have been weird that way these past few days.
I don't know but its feels good to attribute it to the reconstruction of the belief system but at the same time it feels rotten knowing that I might have succumbed to sheer lazy innocence. I'm just lazy to think it as thoroughly as I would like to what with the hundred thousand super gazilion brain power that is exerted out of me everyday for almost 12 hours a day.
It isn't a sweat shop [there]. Nah but its worst! Its a brain shop! You just feel the computers sucking out every single drop of brain juice each individual possess. And at the end of the day, we leave with lesser juice to which we regenerate but is sucked out again the very next day, merely 12 hous away.
Sounds bad eh? But it isn't really.
*grins*
I'm just playing it out to sound that way. Its exhilirating but exhausting.
Different yet scary.
I know I'll miss it. But since I'm yet another ordinary human being who isn't satisfied (human nature what!) I still yearn to be carefree and irresponsible but looking at the short preview I got today I think that isn't meant to be.
To you: What works for me might not work for you!~
minx wrote at11:26 PM
