Tuesday, August 01, 2006 11:54 PM
a stab in the heart, a wound that never seems to heal...
"I want to cry as if there were no tomorrow."
- I so know how the sad clown must feel.
No, this is not another PMS plight. Its not that time of the month. At least not yet.
A million degrading, heart-stoppingly painful, sad things have been happening one after the other.
Yeah, so I haven't told anyone and I always look and seem quite okay but I'm hurting inside.
What hurts more is that I can't tell anyone. Not only does it hurt to dictate my very own series of unfortunate events but I know how they'll react from previous experiences.
Sometimes its just not a good idea to tell someone to gear up. Sometimes its not absolutely brilliant to tell someone to be patient and that things will soon go away. And when has it ever been wonderful to give them a supposed sympathetic look and tell them that their problems are not even problems?! Best of all is a genious who would pile their problems on just, JUST to prove that they have bigger issues.
One by one I've crossed them out of my list.
And as one by one they are crossed, my heart just pains even more.
All I need is someone who would cry with me, someone who wouldn't mind a really long hug.
*sigh* minx wrote at11:54 PM
