She's the girl who sits and watches while others live a charmed life. The girl loves to write but doesn't know if she's any good at it. She loves rainbow sprinkled ice cream on a rainy day. She loves to take walks with the wind blowing. Giggling should be made a career. She tells you her secrets in not so many words.
I'm in a whole lot of hair-pulling and head-in-hands confusion.All I want right now is to listen to someone talk. Just to sit and listen. The highs and lows of their current state. Or anything at all for that matter. I merely want to listen and smile and/or frown with them. To scrunch my nose as they would theirs.
To live a life outside of mine.
On another note, I don't know what is freaking wrong with me. It used to be so clear-cut in the beginning but as the end is in sight I really don't know anymore. I know the pressure is starting to intensify. I know 'cause I can feel it. No, this I did not make up or hallucinate, it's there!
[ How I wish, how I wish you were here ] I am one of two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year - modified from Pink Floyd's Wish You Were Here.