I was determined to have this post be a cheerful one since the last two were not very cheery but that is not be.
Just goes to show that you never really are in control of the things that happen to you.
When I heard the news, it seemed so wrong. She spoke about her friend's sudden death only days ago. The entire class can testify to that. And now this? I can't bring myself to say "Oh well, life goes on!". It would be injustice. Something should be done or said to signify that she made a difference. An impact. And no, the last rites don't cut it. She was so controversial, always checking to see if she was in violation of the Internal Security Act (ISA) or if any of our parents were employed under that body.
Hearing it brought back memories of things that took place a year ago. It gnawed at me to think that her relatives are going through the same tortures at this exact moment. I would not wish this even on my worst enemy because even they don't deserve it. It sure is going to take time to register this. There goes seeing her feminized man oufit at eight in the morning three days a week for the next 12 weeks.
We'll miss you.
Try not to tease the system from wherever you are okay.
*hugs*
minx wrote at10:13 PM
