off much deprived limelight

My hair is up in a bun, I sit cross-legged on this chair facing MyDoxy. And I can't help but notice how warm this tee is making me feel. Both from physical warmth and of last year's year-end memories. It's quite funny actually how my toes and fingers are freezing cold and yet I feel this comfort that I never once felt in the past eight hours.

This drifting in and out. This lack of smiles and happy faces. This continuous repeating of repeated dialogues. It serves to remind how life have been lived from weekend to weekend. An unwanted but much needed reminder. So much for placing this under 'potentials' for after the degree is up. No one should ever have to live from weekend to weekend. It's such utter nonsense. And what of dividing the day into 'pre-lunch' and 'post-lunch' - no such thing should be tolerated. Even if it's the most convenient of options and not to mention very lucrative.

It's been almost three weeks. It feels like time is at a crawling pace.

I've been beside myself. It's been so bad, everyone at home has started counting down on my behalf to when it will all be done with. But still I sense how some simply wish I didn't have such huge ideas. I honestly tried my best to walk this road with an open mind but the time has been a long stretch of mundane things. Lying to the self is not an option while options are still within reach. This means that limbo is but a step away. Not this, not that and no where else.

. . . . .

trigger-happy

And here's to showing some love to the poet extraodinaire a.k.a Lee Zhi Wei for sharing his steal with me. If not for this supply, I'd have begun to rot into oblivion.

. . . . .

The Fray - Heaven Forbid

Twenty years, it's breaking you down,
now that you understand there's no one around,
Take a breath, just take a seat,
you're falling apart and tearing at the seems.

Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why,
Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright.

It's on your face, is it on your mind,
would you care to build a house of your own,
How much longer, how long can you wait,
It's like you wanted to go and give yourself away.

Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why,
Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright,
Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why,
Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright.

It feels good (Is that reason enough for you),
It feels good (Is that reason enough for you),
It feels good (Is that reason enough for you),
It feels good (Is that reason enough for you).

Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why,
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright,
Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why,
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright.

Out of this one,
I don't know how to get you out of this one,
I don't know how to get you out of this one,
I don't know how to get you out of this one,
I don't know how to get you out of this one.

It seems like everyones at it or getting to it at the moment. And so in the midst of happiness for every one of them... =)

minx wrote at8:39 PM
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