off much deprived limelight

Guns and roses is on a loop on the iTunes. As always it's on the one song of which content I fail to embody. Here's the chorus again, for the 22nd time (yes, I kept count).

It's the sheer disbelief that's driving this post today. The Fear within says to stop this instant, turn around and go back to Carl Rogers and his Humanistic Approach to human personality but theres that other thing that bothers so badly causing The Fear to give up the captain's band.

It's not real. It's the excitation transfer theory. It's the stress but the brain doesn't know any better.

The stupid butterflies lah, causing havoc and cornering the brain into mindless thinking. I've got the theory down but it's the convincing and persuading that I'm struggling with. What'd I say about being in a rut. Sigh.

I'm melting into a huge puddle of confusion and worries. Why do I keep complicating simple things?
Just leave it alone won't you. It's superb this way!
But...
It's nothing. So stoppit, stoppit!

I'm holding my breath. When I shouldn't.

minx wrote at6:12 PM

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