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She's the girl who sits and watches while others live a charmed life. The girl loves to write but doesn't know if she's any good at it. She loves rainbow sprinkled ice cream on a rainy day. She loves to take walks with the wind blowing. Giggling should be made a career. She tells you her secrets in not so many words.

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  • Tuesday, May 06, 2008 4:12 PM

    another first love

    Its been almost a year since that day.
    I remember their facial expressions to the speech I gave in the living room supporting what seemed like a ludicrous proposal. Having finished, I sat on the edge of the blue seat biting my lips waiting for their loud arguments against it. But that didn't come. It never did.

    In it's place, I got the go ahead.

    Research revealed holes in the speech points. Amidst squirms of doubts and fears of inability, there were convictions and the overwhelming push to persevere. But the hold that the fear had turned what seemed like a brilliant idea into one that looked less than perfect.

    The subtleness in which they nudged was much appreciated.
    The consistent offers from you helped. very much!

    To be honest, I never thought this would realise. Yes, call me a pessimist. A dreamer, even. It starred in my dreams more often than anything has ever. In my defense, this was a huge deal. At least one that held many more consequences than it would usually for the average individual.

    I took that step today, encouraged by something I heard one Sunday and I'm bubbling over with joy because I did.

    Thank you so very much for putting up with the many continuous 'idontknow!' (s) and for volunteering your ideas and encouragements. =)
    Thank you for being my connection and bringing yours. =)

    Now, it's up to me to make a Farida sing.


    minx wrote at4:12 PM
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