Tuesday, January 27, 2009 5:14 PM
like the undecided clouds, outside
There have been many idle minutes now, stacking up against each other in that little corner that I am expertly blocking out of view. From the corners of my eyes, I still see the glares as more gets shoved in. I am entirely to blame - yes, that's me admitting to it.
Little projects have come up; ones that determine grades and others that determine the way I throw my footsteps in the coming hours, days, months and possibly year. Instead, I sit and think. Think and sit. Bake and think. Write and think. So, you see, Thoughts may need to go for a bit.
Quite a task when distractions that laugh and give voice to the crazy ideas that we're all thinking, forget to do just that.
As is usual, smiles that have been much missed are still being missed. You would think that I would've learnt to forget this feeling in due time. It's odd that I'm half wishing I'll master this skill but at the same time hope I don't need to.
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I want to stand here on one feet and detail the silent reasons that make my heart flutter with concern. All in one breath, to you. Not for sympathy, but for a hug. One long hug and a smile right after. That would be a cheering on like no other; an armor for the journey.
Why do we have to be social beings? Grr.
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And now, for some good cheer. Here's what these eyes soaked in during the first few weeks of the year.
With, love =)
minx wrote at5:14 PM
